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Sunday, May 20, 2012
I'm really sorry for everything. Yeah, I have caused everything.... I have changed. Nobody needs me anymore, I know. My friends.... They are so much better without me. Him.... I gave him so much troubles. Family.... My attitude sucks. I can't find anything to satisfy me. Who cares about getting good results... My friends and everybody will leave me one day. What will I be. My phone was silence... Not really silence, but I was hoping that your name would appear. You have no idea how much I miss our conversation. We used to be so close yet now... Just like some normal friends out there. You never knew how upset I was knowing I wasn't that important. Yes, Im in the wrong. But I dunno how to start again... I'm really very vexed. I just felt that I'm nothing again. Back to how I always felt the previous years. It's was this year that pulled me out from that state but I fell back again now. Many times I tried to ignore, but I know even if I ignore... It wun make any difference to them. FUCK THE FEELING OF BEING LONELY. FUCK MY LIFE MUCHH. FUCK THIS SHIT. YEAH FUCK ME. I have failed to be me... Go on everybody. Nobody will stop and take a look what I'm going through now. Yes karma, I deserve this. |
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