so much. or maybe i expected too much. because of the high hopes, i fall. by expecting too much, it hurts. somehow. i'm pretty afriad to love again. i've failed so many times, almost impossible for me to suceed in any relationship. i'll just get angry about the smallest thing that happen. or anyword he says. the support from the others helped me, but how far can it go... worried. not even 1 month. so many things can happen. seriously, how much can he take from me. how much can he tolerate. I'm no longer me when im in a relationship. i'll change. my feelings get tangled up. the smile will eventually lose its colour. everyone is the same... they dun understand why im angry. and im just too lazyy to explain why. and the fear hiding in me... there's no peace in everyday. I'm tired. i felt like letting go, and just be an ordinary girl, with an ordinary life.
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Joy♥
" She’s a little girl, living in her perfect world
Until she realised , happiness was hard to find."
