Friday, March 30, 2012
 Saturday, March 17, 2012  TOMMOROW GOING SEE XIAOGUI. IM EXCITED! OH YEAHH. HAHAHA STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT THOU. :P HEHE i'm like enjoying my holiday so much. sleep, eat, com, phone... Awesome? my homework not even completed. :/ LOL. heheh. kayy nothing to post now. bored. byeee.Tuesday, March 13, 2012  I had a wonderful dream last night. I wish it was real... The smiles and laughter in the dreams were so real. i woke up smiling to myself. Hope to dream of something nice today too... (: So im updating for someone. THANKS FOR READING LURH. Nobody actually bother asking me to update my blog except for you. LOL. so i shall delicate to post to you? (: My dearest friend, I hope you get enough rest. You've been pretty busy and tired these few days. Take care and dun fall sick yeah. Seriously, i enjoy talking to you and updating my blog just for you. hahaha you're always making me smile at your texts. hmm shall tell you what i did today~ i went to read all the messages and texts on FB and phone between us... Its funny how we used to communicate last time... :P you should go read too if you still have. (: hehe, okayy shall end here lurhh. can't say too muchh... you should know why. kayy. XOXO. Well, so today was pretty entertain by variety shows and homework.... SERIOUSLY, i can't stop laughing whenever i text janelle or laymei~ THEY ARE HILAROUS. OH GAWD! LOL. Hahaha. I think i'm hilarous too~ :P jokeee. kayy, Ciao~ Sunday, March 11, 2012 Sunday Today! thought its gonna be a boring Sunday but it turn out fun! Spend my afternoon watching drama and variety show. Cry and laugh much! :') Then, granny call and asked if i wanted to go sentosa~ OHYEAH. So i went sentosa with cousins and granny. Went underwater world, saw many cool creatures! freaking Nice and cool! (Y) 3rd time visiting the underwater world thou. Dolphin show was nice too, they are like super smart and obedient! I feel like bringing all my friends there to enjoy with me~ So after that, we went to the beach station? walk around till 7+ den had dinner at chilis. super expensive... but its kinda like my belated birthday meal :P Den we went to watch the lake of dreams at 9+! nicee like madd. OMG. hahaha. went home about 10+. okayy so while im typing this line, its monday already! LOL, happy birthday to mua cousin! <3 ENJOY. So someone's comin my house later. gonna clean up abit. and someone is coming backk home today too! ^^ 3 strawberries for that person. HEH. okayy shall end here for the things im happy about. XD byezxc. And im here to vent my anger. Im like super pissed at myself. seriously, i wish i could stop getting jealous by stupid things. Why am i still comparing... I kept thinking, if i lose everything i had now... who am i? Jealousy kills. Stupid me. Saturday, March 10, 2012  So this is how i spend my dayy today. Out with MAD people~ FUNFUN! ^^ wore heels todayy. my feet hurt like mad now... never gonna wear out to shop anymore. ._. Although i like being same height as my friends! (Y) I'm TALL today! So we ate alot today... fried food somemore. spend alot money on food and drinks! Im going brokee. :( IM LIKE SO FAT NOW. DAMM IT. okayy so my phone is silence now, except for the spams by my friends on what's app. lazyy to reply :P oops. hahaha. today damm relax and slack. lovin it. <3 me love hanging out with the awesome people on top. they make me laugh like madd all the time.... :') Just randomly felt happy to have friends like them (: hehe. kk nothing muchh to say alr. although today happen alot of things, lazy to post. And my cousins are in hongkong now .__. FREAKING JEALOUS!!! They are like only primary 3 and K2 this year, they went to korea, malaysia, bali, indonesia. AND I ONLY WENT TO MALAYSIA AND SINGAPORE IN THIS 15YEARS. :( I'm freaking sad and jealous now. CHINA TRIP IS THE WORSE INTERVIEW EVER. >.< -failed much- COME BACK SOON KAY. IMY. Thursday, March 8, 2012  SLEEPY. gawd...its thrusday. i can't wait for friday to end. cause its gonna be holidayyy! sad that some people dun have their holidays cause of cca... im gonna have cca during the holidays too. Its gonna be the whole day of thrusday. i think i'll be damm tired that day... but compare to some other cca, im considered luckyy. XD So, im updating my blog about random stuffs cause i really got nothing to talk about. LOL. Dancing today was funn. SFL and CCA. (Y) enjoyed. so im currently blogging, learning ting xie and watching ylbfb. multi-task until like that! :P scared for tmr's interview... and i haven ask my parents about it. worried they dun allow.... how.... ahh, so okayyyy. short post for today lurhh. nothing to write. :P PS. XOXO Tuesday, March 6, 2012  today is double tired den yesterday. stayed back for like 1hr to have lunch and slept in the canteen while the others were talking. After that, i went home with jan and laymei. XD I took bus 81 all the way to the end and back to my house. took me 1hr. this time i took it alone.... #forver alone. first half of the journey was peaceful and nice, but after that got 1 guy super noisy in the bus. He keep shouting. i could hear him so clearly even when im blasting my music. But can't blame him, i think he is not that normal... He spoiled my mood like totally. So i reach home about 5? early today. Tmr's last paper, and cca. long day ahead. can't wait for march holiday like seriously... gonna go and enjoy myself like a boss. :PSo we walked pass each other today, eye contact makes us awkward. Monday, March 5, 2012  So today is... tiring. 3 test. not confident for any. Not feeling very happy now, not feeling happy today. Although i laughed alot today. somehow i just felt tired... so stayed back in sch till 6 to study. Did some SDL. not efficent day at all. PLAYING + SLACKING. But because of common test this few days, i've been putting stress on myself. studying and revising like mad. And suddenly i feel so tired now... i dun feel like talking to anybody. but no choice, i still have to reply them. trying to keep my mood up in those messages. also, today i saw 2 friends hugging each other in front of me ._. Den i just remember its been very long since i gotten a hug. kinda jealous. So i'm still feeling very moody now. damm :/ i thought blogging could help me alittle. But it did not. And so apparently someone is still angry at me cause i pangseh him?! because of that we didn't talk for 2 weeks? what is this. okayy fine. i'm confused if i should apologize or i should just ignore. I really feel like getting sick. I'm tired of being healthy.... I'm tired towards everyday. seriously wednesday sucks. CCA makes me feel that the day is very long... dancing makes it sounds tough. so tmr is ss CT. goodluck to all. i hope i can do... worried. AHHHHH. i feel freaking angry now for no reason. what's happening to me. >.< Sunday, March 4, 2012  I really wanna know why you're ignoring me. out of a sudden. Its been 2 weeks since we talk. remember how we used to send random text everyday. even if its a 1 word text but our conversation never ends? i mean i feel really really sad when things end up like this. now when you see me in school, you'll just look away. remember how we used to communicate through hand signs? and how you make fun of me each time you saw me? i mean i really miss those times... i tried asking you what happen but you ignored. You never know how much it hurts to lose a friend like you. maybe others think I'm a fool. i dunno why my heart is hurting now. tears just falls uncontrollably... when other's told me you were fine, the more it hurts. cause i know the problem lies on me now. I wish i knew whats wrong. 1 moment we were such good friends, the next moments we're like strangers. what am i to you den? I've never regret meeting you and knowing you. Never thought you will leave me. I just hope someday you might tell me what happen...... tonight shall be the night i shed my tears for you, my friend. we used to be such good friends... how come you left without telling me the reasons? I miss the past. Friday, March 2, 2012  so i think somebody is waiting for me to update my blog? ^^ hahaha probably reading it right now. HIGH-FIVE is awesome right? Be glad i updated my blog for you. Im really sleepy and tired now. LOL. i have nothing much to say. ahh just GOODLUCK for the common tests!! Hope nobody will fail any. i hope i wun too~ and i freaking love the photo on top! elffiel tower! (is it spelled correctly? ) damm nicee! Im so gonna go there someday. Hmm and i haven tell my parents about the china thing...scared they dun allow. :( I find when i always need to ask them something, i tend to drag till the last minute den ask... bad habbit of mine. And so after i reply everybody and when the clocks strikes 10 im gonna go into my lalaland~ where dreams come true place! :D AND TO THE PERSON READING THIS...................................YOU ARE AWESOME! (Y) kk goodnight everybody. (: How i wish i knew what to do to deal with that situation. Being confused by myself? I tried untangling myself, but somehow it got worse. Everyone can see what's happening now... I bet they are as confuse as me too. Any step that i take can cause so much hurt to another person, I'm afraid of myself now. I wish i knew which step or route is the correct one... Day and night thinking about the same question. I'm so tired. I'm thankful to all my friends that tolerate all the nonsense and my PMS this few weeks. seriously, they are really awesome people. no matter how late i reply them the texts, they will still reply me with a smile~ :D AWESOME PEOPLE. i just realized i change topic real fast. AND I JUST SEND SOMETHING TO A PERSON I SHOULDN'T! -DIED- but its okayy. i should accept the fact that send messages are sent and i can't do anything about it. So, yeah im gonna go study tmr. Yet to tell me parents. I'm like going out everyweekend...... what a typical teenager. life is full of wasted time. hahaha. hope tmr will be an effective day :P kk, XOXO. seriously, i think i was a pig my last life. WHY DO I ALWAYS FEEL SO SLEEPY?! damm it. |
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