Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Heyy you are finally 14! Hehe. Hope you enjoy your day today! :D im really glad to know you. Thanks for all the wonderful memories and what you've done for me. Stay awesome and awesome! Hahas. We are gonna be classmates still for the next two year~ woo! Hahas. Okayyy. BFFs! :D I said what I want to say on the letter le... So I shall end here :P heh.

Today celebrate jan's birthday. Surprised her by cheating her that I will not come. Hope she likes the surprise! Hahaha touch until cry you Mei you! ^^ hahaha. Den after that we slack all the way~ >.< and jan's mum damm good! Treat us sushi for dinner!! ^^ thanks so much! Lol, and after dinner we went to simei cc and played with our hair using the hair straighter!! Ahh I love my straight hair! :D LOL. Yay. And I had fun today and taken lots of photos. Waiting for them to be uploaded. Hehe tired but meaningful day! Heh. Hope you enjoy your birthday Jan! :D once again... Happy birthday!! <3


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Busy week for me. Real busy. Heheh but I freaking got to see xiaogui real life!! He is shuai tyvm! I swear! And he freaking shake me and Jan's hand and even spoke to us!! Lol. He is super friendly!! Hahas. ILOVEHIM. I mean WE LOVE HIM. <3 gawd, I think I saw him 3time live alr bah. Okayy I know cannot compare with those other fans. They are like so muchh crazier den me. Hehe. Okayokay. Tmr going out to watch movie. Breaking dawn and 一泡而红. Awesome lurh~ :D but $$$$ fly away. Haiz, still worrying about the Sunday thing. Dunno if can Anot. Waiting for senior to reply. >.< hmm okay anywayyy, I got to see him real life and even hear him sing real life I'm alr like happy die me y'know!! Hahas. YAY! (Y)


Well, this one is for the tittle on top. I really miss you. So much so much. I really wanna shout it out loud. No matter how busy I am I'm still thinking about you. I really wanna forget you. Please. Get out of my mind. Missing you is like hell. Cause it hurts when you know he is there but yet you can't go there. I find no reasons to hold on. But why... Why am I feeling so... Haiz. :( okayyyyyyy. I wanna forget you. Ahhh. Kbye. Dun appear in my mind again please. (: thankyouu.


Friday, November 18, 2011

Tired much. Serious this month .__. exciting but seriously I'm really can faint. Going out and going out. Day after day. Spending so much time and money. Coming home late. I'm really a bad kid and need some time management. After everytime I come home... I really feel bad to my parents. I'm forever not in time. Say 4-5plus come back but can 7++ reached home. I really wanna change this habit but... Firstly I leave far from any place i go. Secondly, time with friends were never enough. Thirdly, I freaking love to slack and do things slowly. Gawd if only I had freedom I wun feel so bad. My parents are really scary... Nobody knows. Everytime I asked if I can go out.... See their face expression, can go out also not happy. Im freaking busy next 2weeks. Damm I feel so tired. Even now I can feel the tiredness. I can't have fun like that. I hate that everything clash in November and I had nothing to do this December. .___. seriously. What's the problem man. Why make everything so busy the next two weeks. How to have fun like that? My brain can't think. And I'm broke thinking about all the things I need to buy and everything. I used up all my piggy back money and now only left pathetic $2 inside. Im really really broke. And my ezlink only left like $1+? How go out like this. And my parents isn't gonna give me any money even when I'm going out. See times like this? It sucks! Although how much fun I can had with my friends but after that everything in my heads are problems after problems. I've always wished on every 11:11 that things can be peaceful and fun and everybody to be happy. Will it happen? No more irritating problems? I hate to see people unhappy but I can't satisfied everybody. And I'm so tired. So so so tired. But anyway. Yeap xiaogui coming! Heh. Should be excited and happy and everything but... I'm so so so so so tired. His events are all clashed. Come on... Problems problems problems!!! :/ I know get to see him is my dream. But really as long as I see him once I'll be really happy. If Im gonna Attend all his event.... Im really gonna be tired like $&@!?
Hmm just hope November can be fun but not so tiring. Heart pain sia me... $$$$$ all fly away. >i'm a bad girl who spend away all my parents money. Not like my brother... He knows how to save. Aiya. Failure much arh me. Hungry now. .__. Jang jang. Kay shall end here. (:


Monday, November 14, 2011

I'm pissed. Angry. Sad. Disappointed. Tired. All those negative emotions are in me now. Dun ask me why I'm feeling this way cause I dunno why too. Just feeling really negative and feel as if I'm having a distance between the world. I dun understand. Damm I feel so useless. I'm like always late reply ppl. I feel so bad. Argh. I feel so $&@!? Everyday eat sleep at home. Watching those drama and living in my own world... And everything had already changed yet Im still at the same place. Finally realizing that a person doesn't need another person forever. People change (: and yeah I'm single!! I really wanna shout this out loud. Hahaha. Okay I'm MADD. Kk Byee :D


Tuesday, November 8, 2011

YO! Finally posting something happy. Cause I'm feeling happy now. HEH. Went out with barbie and three musketeers! :D awesome friends for my awesome day. Went to bugis. Shop shop shop! Spend bout $20? And make my ezlink card today. (: bout $30 worh. :'( wasted. HEH. But anywayy I enjoyed my day today. :D im excited about Friday but I scared my father dun let me go. Cause end kinda late. :( shitzxc I hope can urh!! Hmm soooo it's the 2nd week of holiday! Yeap I falling in love with the holiday! <3 LOL. Hope everyone enjoys their holiday yeah~ byeeeee :D


Saturday, November 5, 2011




im in love with these cute doggies! ^^ they are so adorable!! hehe. currently listening to some radio songs~ LOL. bored ttvmmm. boring saturday urhur. kayy just feel like updating a little. just a little short one. yeap, LOL. im lame BYE ;P

i dun feel like talking to anybody but..... only you (:


Tuesday, November 1, 2011

I really wanted to talk to have an happy ending. But it doesn't Want to. Every thing is wrong. Is this a good way to start a brand new month... November? I thought it would be the best month...cause many happy events are gonna happened. But now. All that left is worrying if I should even care. I really wanted to care. But I know I'm no one.



I'm bored like hell shit so I'm posting/blogging. I love to vent out everything here. Is like a cool shit place to say what I want.



November pleaseeeeeee be good. I begg you yeah. I'm really tired. But Im not saying october isn't good. Happy memories in there too. :')



Hahahaha. Omg, why am I so stupid... Thinking that it's our fault and I should maybe like talk to you. Wow, since you are much much much better without us, I wun put in any effort too. Seriously. That's why we ended up like this. You dun need a thousand friends. Since you have them, we are longer needed or worth. Cause you never had that lost feeling so you will never know how to treasure. Kay watever, I dun wanna ruin my novemeber. So yeah, welcome November and goodbye October. (: November please be a better month yeah (:





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