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Thursday, October 6, 2011
I have no confidence in this. I feel that something gonna go wrong... Something thats gonna hurt me. Insecure, I feel like dying. I'm worried my friends will leave me. It's so hard for me to stay with them as I realize myself having serious jealousy problem and attitude problem. .__. I knew it but I couldn't change... Wow. In the other hand, I was not sure if he love me anymore. Cause I felt that I give in more than I received.... I dun understand why he cant tell me those things he kept inside, I told him everything. Distance are drifting? Im afraid to lose you. But I should head for their advice... If you kept me just for the sake of keeping me... I should let go. Y'know, I really wished I meant something in you. Like how I do. But the most worrying thing now is gh exams. I think I'm gonna die. 8more papers to go. I didn't have any confidence in any of the papers. NONE. But people around me were all so confident... I'm so worried my results gonna drop like shit... It's really really the worse thing that could happen to me this year as I actually wasted my whole year getting this kind of results. I truly hope that god can bless me and make my wish come true. (: I hope that my friends will forever remain as my best friends no matter what happen. Hold me tight, dun let me fall. Please. The 4 of us has gone through so many things... If it not happy den it's not the ending. We will end up to be really really best friends cause I believe in us. (: Heheh. |
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