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Monday, September 5, 2011
Why can't your be like other parents? Seriously! Think so much? WTF? Like think too far le Kay. Other kids may do it but not us. You dun understand me, you dun understand him. If you had understand, you would have accepted it and seriously get your Mind clean instead of always thinking about those idiotic sick things. Like seriously, who dunno watever you have said. But it all doesn't applies to me cause the only reason is all because you dun want me to be in relationship! Like WTF? Where the hell is my freedom. Yes you given me a lot of freedom previously. Thank you. But now, all of your are like insane ppl staring at me 24hr. I hate that. Friends are nothing? You have no friends but you cannot criticize my frens man! Like Wts! You said wht he was stupid, you are the stupid one. He did nothing but purely loving me. Is that wrong? Kay, fine. You dun wan your daughter being loved isn't it. If one day I really turn emo, you are to blame. I'm seriously tired of the nags. Like what's wrong with all of you? What. Century already? I thought your were open minded people. A buanch of adults questioning me with those idiotic question. Ask me dun lie, I said the truth. I said I was with him and yet your couldn't accept the fact. I'm really tired living in this house. Seriously. It's not like I hate your. But sometimes I wonder why would I have such parents. More understanding parents is what I need. I know you want me to understand how your feel... But it's like can't I enjoy my teenage life? How I wish I got some godparents or something. Or an adult who might side me instead. Seriously, I really feel so irritated by my parents and everybody. Yes I have changed. Changed into a not so good girl. But if your could accept the fact am with him. Maybe I would talk to your den. Explain how we started and everything. But if your only cared if we were still tgt, den forget it. I wun say anything. Yes I might get hurt with him and my feelings mixed up... But so what?! Isn't that what I'm Suppose to go through. If your think that it's gonna ruin my life den that's too far you know. It's crazy how your imagine things. Tired of being under the control. Stop wanting me to be your good girl anymore. That's not me. If only your could accept the fact, things wouldnt be so bad. If only your didn't know till we could last as long as we could, things would be better. Now what? Break? Dun break? I know they are not gonna be easy on this... I'm afraid the person getting Hurt would be him instead. Maybe I should let him choose his way. I'm Sorry but I love you. My parents dun understand that teenagers know what is love too. If only I had parents like them. But I guess my parents are just tok disgusting for me. Stop saying they care and etc... It's totally disgusting. Like eww. I never wanted to live in this world. So I wouldn't cared if I ruiny life. I just pray to god that they will forget about this and move on. I pray to god I dun have to lose my friends and him. I rather die. I'm serious. ._. |
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