i have so much to say, but no one wants to listen. cause i know i have been repeating it like a million times. but still i kept asking, cause i'm unsure of what to do. i'll just keep waiting till i hear an answer i would like to hear. i know i'm totally mad this few days. randomly saying hi to people around me, playing my jealousy game and my whole shit attitude. wts. how could my friends stand me? well... but now when i wanted someone, i realised im still alone. i blust those music in my ear hoping i would wake up and its just a dream. lyrics of songs make me tear... i was thinking of him the whole day. yet i was nothing in him. i mean... i am something but something that is not that important isn't it. cause i hope when i make that choice, i wouldn't regret. YOUR FEELING CHANGED. I DUN HAVE A REASON TO KEEP YOU ANYMORE. GET IT?

if only my love for you was not that deep, it wouldn't take me this hard to let go.