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Thursday, August 18, 2011
Firstly, I need to apologized for a broken promised I make. I'm truly sorry but somehow... I feel so tired out of the sudden. I thought of so much in the bus. And yeah, I almost missed the bus stop that I need to get off. I have nth to comment on this but the two words I wanted to say to you is always 'I'm sorry'. I hope you'll put the smile back on your face. But perhaps you didn't know I did try. Have you realized. What did you gave me in the end? But still.... I'm sorry. Secondly, I dunno what is he up to again. Im tired of everything. How I wish I could not care like how he doesn't care too. Sometimes I hope I'll never praise him cause each time I praise him... He'll dissapoint me. You may not see it in the outside of me. How much it hurt yet I dun show any in sch, it's when I come home and find myself crying for you. I talk the soft toy but no replies were made. I feel so loney. I hate it. YOU FOREVER NEVER UNDERSTAND ME! I'm I swear I did my best already. I tried talking to you in sch. I tried finding you in all ways. I tried making us look like a couple but still.... Forget it. I wish I know what I can do. Im Scared I may not control to sent out the message that i'll regret the most. You should go find out how I treat my ex last time, I didn't even give him ANY chance. Yet you? How many chances I've given you? Just seriously... I feel Like dying. Lastly, I really feel super unwell now. I did exercise and stretching for like 1hr straight away when I came home. I end up lying on the bed after that and fall asleep. I was super weak at that time. I can feel the dryness in my mouth and the giddyness in my head. Why am I doing this? I was just simply trying to forget everything~ and when I woke up, I feel like never waking up and continue to slp. But I was too hungry! ._. I went to bathe b4 I eat and at the bathroom I almost cannot even hold the shower thing. I touch my forehead I felt the hotness in me. Sick? I think I'm just trying to escape from everything. I wonder if anybody would read. I wonder if anybody feel the SAME. I wonder if I was ever happy. I wonder if there is a cure for my problem. |
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