everyday living my day with worries all day. naive me always try to think that if i do certain things, the day would be a fun one... whereas if i dun do certain things, the day will be horrible. i dunno if its true but i hope one day it will prove me wrong. everyday could be a happy one if i wan... but sometimes things cannot be control. people change, feelings fade. i get hurt and spoil the day. they meant so much to me that losing them could make me insane. i know im overly obsessed about it, but if you try understand me a little deeper, you will know that i'm isn't that strong. i hate the way that things repeat and repeats, it just mean that feelings would get hurt over and over again. actually, to be frank 'JEALOUSY'is how i feel. i hate to see other people laughing, when someone is actually feeling sad. and to be able to cope with everything... i just feel tired after every long day. but actually sometimes friends are the one who cheer me up oftenly. they are awesome. i love them.
today was quite good, everything went smoothly. i hope everyday could be like this (: i really like that happiness feeling. (: okiee im bored bored now. just watched finish zui huo jue ding ai shang ni... (: awesome! heheh, no texts from anyone.............. BORED LIKE SHIT! should start spamming! (: heheh STAY HAPPY JOYCELYN!!! i dun wanna feel sad again.
七十亿分之一♥
Joy♥
" She’s a little girl, living in her perfect world
Until she realised , happiness was hard to find."