Monday, July 25, 2011
 everyday living my day with worries all day. naive me always try to think that if i do certain things, the day would be a fun one... whereas if i dun do certain things, the day will be horrible. i dunno if its true but i hope one day it will prove me wrong. everyday could be a happy one if i wan... but sometimes things cannot be control. people change, feelings fade. i get hurt and spoil the day. they meant so much to me that losing them could make me insane. i know im overly obsessed about it, but if you try understand me a little deeper, you will know that i'm isn't that strong. i hate the way that things repeat and repeats, it just mean that feelings would get hurt over and over again. actually, to be frank 'JEALOUSY' is how i feel. i hate to see other people laughing, when someone is actually feeling sad. and to be able to cope with everything... i just feel tired after every long day. but actually sometimes friends are the one who cheer me up oftenly. they are awesome. i love them.today was quite good, everything went smoothly. i hope everyday could be like this (: i really like that happiness feeling. (: okiee im bored bored now. just watched finish zui huo jue ding ai shang ni... (: awesome! heheh, no texts from anyone.............. BORED LIKE SHIT! should start spamming! (: heheh STAY HAPPY JOYCELYN!!! i dun wanna feel sad again. Tuesday, July 19, 2011 ＃我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的 當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 輕輕問候著 我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂 眼淚是記得 而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的＊ I wish I could be happy forever. I dun wanna get sad over things. :') this song is nice nice. Wednesday, July 13, 2011 I really think I have serious moodswing~ but forget it. Sorry for today guys. I know I have been like that this few days... But afterall I could just say that it happens cause I care too much. I think too much, care too much and just simply get hurt that much too. A little thing could hurt me so much. I am becoming weak... And I need someone who will be there for me everytime... Supporting behind me to prevent me from falling. I nvr knew who the person was cause it always change becos of certain reasons. I'm tired of trusting a person too much, cause disappointment is what I get back... And when you see a person who is always laughing and smiling and one day you see that smile disappear on her face... You should know that it isn't the same as before. I'm not trying to act weak or smth... I simply need a person who REALLY understand me. Tuesday, July 12, 2011 Just because I'm a strong person, doesnt mean I don't break down when you walk away. Trust me, you mean more than what you think to me. I'll just keep my little wish in my heart hoping it will come true. :') Monday, July 11, 2011 I'm tired of lies, tired of saying lies too. I told you this would happen, is just the matter of time. Maybe I wasn't good enough for you. I cannot imagine how long this would be, but I just know that I really hate it! Sunday, July 10, 2011 It's a tiring day today... Went out whole day becos of the new house, went to visit the house at pasir ris... Clean up the house a little and went to visit some shops that sells light... But yeah it was expensive and daddy decide to find others. It's seriously very tiring. Haiz. And all I feel now is empty. Nothing is meaningful to me now... I'm tired. Saturday, July 9, 2011 Morning everyone! (: and obviously no one is reading it~ lalala but shall entertain myself by blogging! ^.^ now everything alright and okay... It's really good to see everyone happy! (: Although Im still faking my smile trying to live my life. Well, who actually understand me? Okie... Today is Saturday~ boring okie! :( Thursday, July 7, 2011 It's been a long week. And unfortunately today is only thrusday!! Tmr there is dance, and I swear its gonna be a tiring one for sure... But nvm. I shall think positively. (: well let me talk about what happen yesterday and today yea... (: Wenesday (: It's a good day yeah!! :D well well first period was... Chinese... Boring copying those notes. Blahblahblah. After that was P.E! Funn~ woo yeah had fun with Laymei and sweat alot... We did like consecutive hits for like 20 isit? ^.^ hooray! Next was English. Boring lessons~ RECESS! I didn't eat! XD only drank the yogurt drink! Niceee! After recess was history, art and music~ was relaxing much! ^.^ for music we learnt justin bibers "baby!" hahaha XD After school rush to change for dance. ^.^ teacher very good let us go buy food. (: only ate cheese hotdog for lunch~ DANCE was super tiring!!! :( Well the best part of the day comes after dance! ^.^ we went canteen to find somebody and I brought Milo there! XD I miss Milo! Hahas den we walk slowly outside school and on the way saw Sean doing some hmm idk what's that! Ahaha, so well walking outside school, I saw ncc. Duh, I look out for him and I saw him (: I wanted to hide and let them go first but I was in a hurry... I was super tired and I wanna go home soon soon! ^.^ I walked out and wave goodbye to jenelle they all and went esso... I swear I walk damm fast! XD brought my YOGURT there! Strawberry flavour~ yumyum! When I went out of esso, I saw him and yeah etc etc... ^.^ I swear I was really happy at that time... (: lalala, bus came early. After awhile, janelle called me and Laymei and her was like shouting! :P and yeah, the bus was quite and I think most ppl can hear them! XD den I went home and practice my piano, sang "karaoke" with my brother and cousin on phone~ my day was kinda awesome lurh! XD that's all for that day... Thrusday (: EL CL GG recess HM SFL Tiring day! Omgg~ I'm dying! Okay I miss him! Somehow... :$ and problems are still not solve... My head damm pain now... Shall stop here Kay! ^.^ Watching YlBFB now~ xiaogui as cute as usual and he mention SINGAPORE!! ^.^ how great is that.... (: Tuesday, July 5, 2011 I lost my ez link and my parents kinda angry... Wts!! Where is it again?? :( why always lose things de me! :( aiya now very 烦... Nights people! Hello, just came home from school~ (; really tired yeah. Slept in the bus agn... -_- zzz today was kinda like a busy day... Teachers all teaching new topics tat make my head burst? Hmm and yeah, our class didn't quite understand maths... Buy luckily I was able to keep up (: *proud face* but the only thing Is I got scolded by her! :( wts? P.E today relaxing (: went up for the stupid standing broad jump thingy~ and yeah result was 170 (: O.o hahas den err went down to join the class after that. They were playing captain's ball in the hot sun! Aww :( but lucky we move up to the sheltered basketball to play.... Me only play awhile den Jocelyn want play... So yeah (; I also dun wan play, good chance to escaped! Muwahaha but poor Jan couldn't find anybody to replace her... Hehe and den me and Jan decided to play among ourself! ROFL Manx! ^.^ Tmr there is P.E again! (: yeah it's the modular thingy! Mine badminton, quite okay ehh... But I noob! :P Tmr there is alsooo CCA! Omg, dunno good or bad... Cause like it's rly very painful yeah... The warm ups which included "spilts, bridge, etc..." well feel that pain man! Ouch! >.< Well well, and we had to wear a freaking weird pants to dance -.-" ahaha XD kayy wish me goodluck for Tmr, dun break my limbs can le (: I'm on diet everyone!! ^.^ dun try to to make me eat so much yeah! (: stay me away from those greasy stuffs! Muwahaha more exercise coming too~ ((: jiayou la fat pig! Monday, July 4, 2011  well, finally i get to use computer! its been months since i used it! aww i miss it so much! hehe err yep change my blogskin cause the last one was used for too long already... well i know its nt very nice... but who cares! ^.^ things will be better yeah (: i know its not that easy to face it everytime, but at the end when we look back on how we actually solve it. we will find ourself learning through these experience and getting to know each other more (: nobody want these things to happen, but everything happens for a reason... we cant choose what kind of life we want. we just have to face it XD i know sometimes i dun feel like facing it too, cause reality do hurts. but escaping isnt the way out :P hehe tell ya something! ^^ i haven bath yet! oops, its already 9! and there's school tmr~ sianzzz! :( but yeah can see him! <3 it isnt a bad thing after all... (: Chatting on the phone was fun! ^.^ But I dunno how long this could last... Cause she might take over me (: you know what I mean. I scared to lose you... The fear in my eyes, clues from my attitude... Hope you understand. Kayy time for my dinner, byeee! Oh well you found my Blog isn't it... Ahahahaha! I feel soo errrr werid! Wts. :P yeah after you read, you should know how I feel... But I didn't mean to let you see those things....err yeah, you dun have to take it so seriously... Omg I feel so like caught red handed feeling! Im like running around the house like crazy! Wts, I hope I can brainwash you! Lol XD lalala, anyway long time no blog.... Well okay today's youth day and we were suppose to like go out... But it failed. :( hmm cheer up everyone! ^.^ just watch 醉后决定爱上你.... Awesome shit! Xiaogui cute maxx!! :D yea, I'm finding shows to watch to entertain my boring day~ hehe yeah! Lalala, my cousin say she's going draw me! Ahaha XD I shall post the picture that she draw next time! ^.^ my brother is playing wii now, gonna join him too~ byeee ^.^ Now I finally get a clear look of everything. Everything happens for a reason isnt it? |
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