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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
wtf is your problem! wanna break this friendship rite? i have enough of your nonsence alr. and i pass the paper behind cuz i thought you have alr wat. and i am only angry when you started showing me attitude today! i wasn't mad yesterday! everytime i dun tok to your then your say i emo! wth?! can't i have some space! whats wrong with you? ya everything is my fault! everything is my wrong! your have nth wrong! your very confused bout my attitude rite! fine watever! i say 100 times your also dun understand what i wan! all your think is about yourselve! have your ever thought wat i felt when i am with your? your just tok among yourself so i keep queit! got wrong? keep saying me and i just have to ignore...everytime i am the one who say sry! when did your ever care about me. you said those friends i have. yeah they are always there for me and thats what they said. i am not using them. fine you wan me to end up like vanessa goh this kind of state then happy rite. you said i was angry but think who stop toking first. it wasn't me. it was you laymei. morning you emo, art lesson dun wan sit wit me. then chinese also emo. recess also ignore me and avoid me! wth is this? you said i angry you... when? your wanted to go anryl house i wasn't going so i went home with vanessa la. i said bye did your hear? i think no ,cuz your didn't reply me. i am always toking to the wall! did you know tat? i always dun get replies. i always have to pretend nvm and i kept everything in my heart, you said you are hurt. i can tell you i am 100 times more hurt! you say i easy jealous, tat was last time! you start bringing up those past things and say about me now. jealous? i wasn't even jealous! you say you watch watever you say but you end up nt saying anything tat makes me more mad! i dun hate your but i know you hate me alot. i tried to stop myself from thinking that way, but your attitude to me show me everything. you said you dun like my attitiude like tat but you yourself treat ppl like tat. what this? hanging out wit eugenia and vanessa.g etc...wat you trying to prove? without me then eugenia can follow your rite? my fault again rite! i didn't do anything at all! i am totally shocked by your today's behaviour. seriously you nvr did this to anybody. nt even eugenia or whoever. you did this to me today i will nvr forget. i treat your like friends and yet your gang up say bad things about me. i follow vanessa they all cuz i know your angry me then i dun dare go with your de. i know this will break this friendship but i dun wan to be someone tat cling on people when they dun like him/her. i gave up this time cuz not only one person is angry with me. i hope they understand that i am not angry at them is just tat the way they treated me today i can't control myself to be be a little pissed off. i still dun get where the hell i am wrong. it seriously is not my fault this time. i did nth and your pissed at me. you say you hurt rite... tell me how are you hurt la. i didn't do anything lor... only sometimes when i am bored then will maybe go find vanessa they all tok only wat. got problem with tat? i am not making your jealous in any way. i nvr thought of tat b4. all tat was just you and your thoughts about me. i know all of you are tired and i myself is too. i cried today for the last time for your. i keep this friendship deep down my heart. you should reflect how you treat me today? wasn't that 100 times worser than wat i did? put yoursleve in my place, think about it, how will you feel . i force myself to smile till the end of the class today. your didn't know how much i treasure this friendship. you know how hard when i say i wanna let go. you can ask vanessa hoo. i keep asking her wats wrong with me? what did i do? i keep asking hoping i will get the answer. after reading your blog although many things were just misunderstandings but then i rly dun know how to face it anymore. i dun know how to go to sch. remember your still a group of friends. then wat about me? you leave me behind. of course i go find other ppl rite. i am hating school! hate this place. i know nobody will pity me or feel sry. i have to face everything myself. i am not as brave as your think. but i am super lucky to still have some friends who still support me at the back. i seriously thank them for at least leave some hope for me to continue. i dun know why it is always the problem tat lies on friends? why can't i have friends? i always change friends throughout the year. i thought tat could last but no... i was kicked out again. everytime. yeah ppl will ask me to reflect wat i do...however hard i think i just couldn't think of any possible reason. i am a fun-going person if you rly try. whenever i am toking, people just dun listen. i am like toking to the wall. i am not respected in the first place. the only person tat was respected was only her. everybody like her and listens to her. she was nvr left out. see the difference? you still have a group of frens laymei. i dun. you say you are hurt. then me? |
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