Thursday, September 16, 2010
 silence means? having lots of silence this few days. feeling down today and is super hungry now. begining to hate school nowadays, the boring lessons and etc... is so tiring after school. mood destroy today...sign...exams coming le haven revise so many things, seriously need to start bucking up now... you know today's talk rly inspire me and make me think a lot. it does make some sense and from the talk i think i'm the carrot...seriously wat happen today make me feel like a carrot. i always give up on things....and yeah is becos i'm tired... seems like ppl are playing with my emotions and feelings...i got crop up with so many things...the feeling rite now feel so lost. even by listening to music doesn't help to cool me down in anyway. the feelings inside me now is confused. i seem to rewind back to primary school...i have this exact feeling rite now. feel so pain yet i couldn't let my anger out... was sitting on the bus juz now and rly cools down a little...when it reach my stop, i didn't rly wanna get down. the peace i had there was awesome...but think tat nobody can be alone i rly have to forget bout this and carry on... i know i can't fake a smile so is rly hard to hide my feelings...hope things rly go well and stop giving the same problem over and over again...is like a pattern or a cycle...is rly pissing me up. i dun blame on anything anybody cause it is my life...although is hard to live on but i would. everyone have their own problem own vexed up things and unexpected things in life... we just have to move on to see whats next...maybe happiness is waiting for us at the next stop...after all this things, it make us strong. maybe i should think at the bright side as it does help us grow up and grow strong. faced up and solve it. i have so many things to say but dun know how to express it... you know tat feeling? blogging is a way to let out stress and thoughts but seriously i can't express out my feelings...maybe my english is rly very lousy bah...kay ending post lo...bye |
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