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Friday, September 24, 2010
its been a rly tiring week. but becos of this week, i realised a lot of things... if i dun work hard and only blame on others, i won't succeed in the end. i need to step up and speak up to get what i want and not wait for ppl to come serve me. and also it make me think back about those memories together...happy sad angry vexed funny... it was awesome. it been like half a year of best friends we have been. its alright to have some misunderstandings, cuz it make us say out what we have keep inside our heart. letting out everything makes us understand each other more... the opinion each have for us. i have to start from scratch everything again. but i am willing to. i am going to prove that i am not tat gal you know last time. i am willing to change as long as your say out. pin point me on the spot. feel free to comment. i cannot graruntee i will be able to change but as long as i try there will be hope rite? what i have been thinking this few days is, how much am i worth? who will shed their precious tears for me? who can i rely to then...i have been over confident all this while. i thought i was...ai ya i just think too high of myself...shit me then! i dun know why, but even a smile they give me make me feels like heaven now. i dun know why but i think maybe is that i am really scared to lose them again. this time round i am really being sensitive. as long as ppl tok softly, i will be thinking they are saying about me. i am rly scared to lose them again. i realised they were my only ppl that make me wanna go school. not saying tat others are not. maybe is a kinda feeling i have for them. i feeling that i feel special when i am with them. i have gone to many groups this few days. see-ing how they hang out and tok to each other... everyone group of frens have a special kind of bound that i am unable to get close to. maybe mine is with them... :) |
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