hey hey!:D just came back from ikea outing! fun! took many picture!(L) but just when walking to the bus stop that time something happen that change my feeling. i became very angry! pissed! laymei go bluff me that she change house le then she say janelle and anryl know only i dun know then call me stupid! then janelle and anryl also play along with her, maybe she is just playing but it didn't happen once only. quite a few times they bluff me le. bout the facebook things and all. when they bluff me i just feel that i'm another eugenia to them. we are a group but they always choose to bluff me and make me feel embarass. i keep this in my heart all this while. the facebook thing and anryl house. they actully bluff me for like so long and they think i dun know. i'm waiting for them to tell me the truth bout everything. they think is fun but then i at the group who know nothing bout it and they are just talking among themselve. i not hating them here i'm just angry and sad. i don't wanna hide my emotions cause its seriously is very tired. i tried to act nth happen everytime , i have so much pain in my heart. but then i will never forget the funs we had. everytime i think of that it make me smile. and all the troubles will go. but then everytime there a sad thing i will remember all the sad things again. haiz. maybe my expectation too high le bah. i want frens to always be at my side and i want them to make me happy when i'm mad. give me space when i'm sad. keep me happy when i'm happy. thats all! i just want something like that...seriously i need to think about whats the prob just like last time. i said this almost a thousand time. i will never wanna end this friendship. so whatever unhappy things about frens should be forgotten and forgiven isn't it?:D hahas after posting feels so great.:D

kay end post lo:D bb!