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Monday, July 26, 2010
haiz...is so freaking annoying...everybody think i have no stressed, but is totally opposite...everything seem so annoying. freak kay lets talk bout what just happen! damm pissed with father and little brother!:/ little brother's teacher call home and ask for dad. dad recieve the call and the phone he was using was in my rm...so i was using the com while he was talking to little brother's cher. i could hear from the tone of my dad voice he was pissed. he said before he hang up the phone, he will give my brother a hard time to make him wake up....i knew my dad is gonna shout any time so i quickly get out of the room as he hang up the phone. indeed he shouted freaking loud, scolding my brother. all the bad words came out from his mouth. wth! why will parents ever say those bad words to their child? almost every sentence had "fuck"! like example: fuck you! fucking! all sorts all words! don't you think it is a terrible exmaple for parents to say infront of their children. but my brother was at wrong first. he never take his HW or exams seriously and doesn't want to learn. he got 20+ for maths for the four years in primary school! wth rite?! rly angry when he does not take his work seriously and always think that exams are nothing! proof! why would i ever had brother like him! my dad beat my brother up and it was kinda a bit hush! haiz as he beat my tears drop down. i was thinking that why did i ever end up is this kind of family! he not only scoldmy brother he scolded everyone! proof even me! he said i should be responsible and should follow up my brother and teach him! wth! i can't even handle my own things what more his? i tried before last time but given up cause i can't stand the freaking attitude of his! scolded my mom why she doesn't care bout what my brother do? scolded my elder brother that he should also buck up or else he will end up like my little brother. haiz...my dad also ask me to keep my little brother game boy and PSP and only let him play when he deserves to play. i guess he will never get to play that psp already unless he really buck up. kay lets talk bout school!:) smiles for school! school was fine...:) stay back to watch laymei play badminton! woots but laymei did not play!:( lol?! did play a few game teaming up with janelle against laymei!:D anryl went back early but she did play a few game teaming up with laymei against me and janelle! hehes:D me and janelle won them!:) tdy the stall aunty gave anryl a bag. lol she ask me if i want then i say i don't want...lol but then went back to the stall to ask for the bag. me janelle anryl laymei all had one. :) hahas we had so many same things! woots love it!:) went to mac after badminton...played with the powder...lol it make us sneeze!:D walk to 201 with janelle laymei jenelle and eileen. on the way we were like acting mad!:D half way my skirt behind got something! eww you know what is that? is mango!! wth? so eileen lent me water to wash away the dirt then we carried on walking...lol then me janelle and laymei put our hands behind each other shoulders and walk together...lol laymei and janelle felt pain but i did not felt and pain!lol. you know 1E3 changed lots...seriously...everyone is becoming very bad. shorts skirts, ankle socks, finge and attitude! even me! shorts skirts ankle socks attitude...everyone would notice the change in me...i become very emotional or should i say sensitive... when i'm happy i'm hyper! when i'm angry you will see the face change in me...sad of course emo! lol very tired after everyday! time don't flies but pass...seriously time change everything...even the more quiet gal/boy in the class become very hyper and becoming very bad . you can see from chinese lesons and other period like history and sometimes english... chinese and history is the worst... no one bothers to listen to the teacher and talk across the classroom anyhow and change sit. i'm one of the student who change lots. beginning to hate myself. i always wanna get attention so i always did silly things in class hopping classmates will notice me but then seriously i can see that teacher is observing me and i know i am in the bad books of some teachers already...i didn't rly wanted to make such trouble for teacher. but i could not control myself at all. damm just heard from my mum and i think my dad go out and drink! freak i hate ppl who drinks! shit them.... my dad say he is stress but then who is not stress in the world? huh? everybody is stress! freak when will he understand. don't complain! just treasure what you have, it will be enough. stop looking down at ppl and you will realised he or she is much better than you think. this long post so how much emotional and things happen tdy. tired rite? if everyday was like that i may not be around now. i hope things get better. and i seriously mean better! better then ever! please many things happen that i did not post up here. it will take me whole day to type if i have to say out everything in my mind! i am starting to hate ppl again. not 1 or 2 but is like quite alot...haiz...:( k ending post lo...tdy no pic cause no time...so sorry hehe i know your wanna see my beutiful face rite!hehe:D kay posting next time! tagg more pls btw!:D will definetly make my life better!:) i hope everything is alrite. may god bless me! jun kai thanks for giving me this code. it help me!:) |
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