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Friday, May 14, 2010
had fun wit sec frens,but when i read pri sch fren's blog my heart suddenly felt so pain~~ they totally forgotten bout me. they went out also nvr call me, they nvr treat me like i existed. nt only them the class! the class seem so weird to me. no one seems to remember me! spend 6 years there and what i get? nth! sec frens knew about me prob. i envy them sia, their pri sch fren \m/ what bout me? they \m/ but just that i'm no longer anyone to them... but lucky my sec frens are awsome! they \m/ to the core! they are just so crazy nt like them... i felt like dying wit pri sch frens! maybe i'm just envy of them... tried to ignore many times and now i trying very hard to make my life better! i bet my life is better without them(pri sch frens) but still goona keep in touch wit some of them, i don't belive i can't find frens in that whole class... if nt go find xuan min lor...hahas jk la ;p having class chalet if they dun invite me rite then dun blame me go plan another chalet and dun invite them! who cares? deep down my heart they still belong thats why it felt so pain. they wouldn'y understand anything cause they always have the best...emo-ing rite now cause of this makes me dumb.tried to let go everything but cause of face i'm nt goin to lose! muwahahah:Deven janelle say she chio! lay mei also say she chio! everyone sides her! when laymei and janelle say she chio that time, dun know why suddenly felt bu xuang!everytime is always them who make me sad and hates. i dun know why all my frens in pri sch last time is people hate one,eg.saville ruo lin hui min etc... i shouldn't had join the popular group in the first place! how i wish time could go back, i'm not gonna lose in anyway! k la enough of them le la talking bout this few days le... mon- mathematics and geograhy exam... maths quite hard cause got one topic i dun know cause i absent...then geography okay la heng i got study la...hehe after the exam, jan, lay mei , anryl ,huda follow me go dentist! hehe the dentist is the kind one but i still quite scard...chatted at the dentist, read magazines and saw xiao gui! w8ted very long for my turn cause marcus,jun yi and si hao go first...then i keep asking them if pain anot cause i veh scared, then marcus got pluck his teeth so i keep telling the dentist i dun wanna pluck my tooth! then my turn, veh scared~~mine veh fast lor...si hao they all de veh long lor...hahas then lay mei go home first... then me jan, anryl, huda went to mac...rained...stop...bused back~~ tue- chinese and mathematics exam chinese okay okay only la... maths also okay after sch nvr go anywhere i think... cause next day got history... wed- history exam... sian la dame hard... sure fail de la... didn't do well... sad... after sch went to eugenia house!!! then do the art exam... had fun and laughter there... dance 'nobody' and 'sorry sorry' there ate many sweets and played com there... but we didn't forget bout our exam so drew our t-shirts some played wit rabbits while some veh scared i stay in the rm using com... then veh late le so went home didn't bused home but walk home wit huda... pass by gongshang... memories flash backs... look at the sch and then turn... didn't want to remind myself of things that we wouldn't wanna remember... went home colour the art piece... sleep thrusday- art exam easy! drew my t-shirt, colour it orange then my colour pencil blunt got shapperner but then the colour pencil dun know why cannot sharp! dame pissed de la... then down there keep on sharperning... no choice so go colour some yellow... then art exam finish le went wash room wit frens... after that went lay mei house saw her sis so chio~~ then went cc study took pics there uploaded on fb le... then took taxi home wit anryl... friday- last exam, home econs easy? hahas after sch went home bath went out wit jan, lay mei and anryl to ehub~~ took neo prints and is totally ugly.. went k box to sing! woo hoo fun! hahas went to slack around then bused and took mrt home! went home get scolded cause go k box... sian la k box also cannot go! argh! anyway i go le.. hahas :D kay la short post for tdy bb:D i really felt like dying! but i can't...unfinshed things are many~~ but my heart hurts! why torture me wit those things! the people i hate are revolving around me...the people i love are running away from me... i really will die if i could...but i cannot cause i cannot die b4 my parents dies... not cursing them but i seriously thinks that life is miserable, what more still survive here...toturing myself only...how i am goin to walk on? i have no ideal! i see those post they post... is only me!:( |
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