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Saturday, May 29, 2010
周杰伦—说好的幸福呢 你的绘画凌乱着. 在这个时刻. 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽. 甜蜜散乱了. 情绪莫名的拉扯. 我还爱你呐. 伴你断断续续唱着歌. 假装没事了. 时间过了走了. 爱情面临选择. 你冷了却了我哭了. 一开始的不快乐. 你用卡片拭写着. 有些爱只给到这真的痛了. 怎麽了 .你累了 .说好的. 幸福呢 我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦淹了 开心与不开心. 一一叙说着.你在不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻. 我都还记得 你不等了. 说好的. 幸福呐 我错了. 泪干了. 放手了 后悔了 只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着. 要怎么停呢 你的绘画凌乱着. 在这个时刻. 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽. 甜蜜散乱了. 情绪莫名的拉扯. 我还爱你呐. 伴你断断续续唱着歌. 假装没事了. 时间过了走了. 爱情面临选择. 你冷了却了我哭了. 一开始的不快乐. 你用卡片拭写着. 有些爱只给到这真的痛了. 怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呢 我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦淹了 开心与不开心. 一一叙说着.你在不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻. 我都还记得 你不等了. 说好的. 幸福呐 我错了. 泪干了. 放手了 后悔了 只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着. 要怎么停呢 怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呢. 我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦淹了. 我都还记得. 你不等了. 说好的. 幸福呢 我错了. 泪干了. 放手了 后悔了 只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着. 要怎么停呢 Over... hehe:D Thursday, May 27, 2010 hello;p how's your day??? hehe mine? lol! kay la stop playing le...woots l8tr goin out wit anryl to tm! excited?! hahas:D sch is okay:D hahas had breakfast wit cher!!! LQQ! lol she didn't even eat!haha:D LQQ wanted to take pics but only i take cause no want wants to take wit me...when LQQ wanna take that time all of them cover their faces and shoo away frm the cam!!!hahas lol?! after the breakfast we went toliet to wash hands...me and janelle sang our way there! hahas and +skipping there! :D we sang jay chou' shuo hao de xin fu ne' hahas nice sia the song...woots! then after that went back class for spring cleaning...aww lame~~ no one brought the cloth or should i say there is one person who brought...i think is jasmine bah...lol! lame sia... after spring cleaning then LQQ let us watch movie!!! hahas boring! lol lame! hehe short post for today cause its a short day...nth much happen but just some misunderstanding...hate someone but that someone keep talkin to my fren! argh i hate her sia...followin our grp like dog sia! hahas but she is forgiven! hahas me damm kind rite? hee hees! VG is rly getting on my nerve sia! hang out wit MT?! what a joke...two jokers together makes a damm big joke! hahas:D but there is smth that i am scared about... we pass her a letter and its about what we think of her! hahaha but then a scared she go pass to cher! then if cher see...sure kanna de la!!! haiz! hate her ttvm! whats her prob man?! haha indeed gonna annouced my lovers: hehe my XIAO GUI AND JANELLE IS LOVED! my childrens: LAYMEI and ANRYL is HEARTZXC! my dearest frens is love: EUGENIA! JIA WEN! ESTHER! PRI SCH FRENS! BROS! SIS! my love is for them and heartzxc them is my duty!!!!:D (touch?) love me? hehes guess so... *shy kay bb ------------------------end of post----------------------------------- Wednesday, May 26, 2010 hello! hehe long time nvr post le...hehe miss me? this few days i very guai! i nvr use the com! haha me very good rite...hahas...lol! haiz so sian ms fardyiana and ms ng call my daddy... lol? hahas but never say very bad comments bout me so heng lorh...! haha this few days very fun! hehe wanna know why? read anryl and janelle's blog! hehe they got post bout how much fun we having this few days...aww make me laugh when reading it! hahas:D are we rly very bad?! just knew smth frm jenelle and eileen... gonna say out tmr! c wat she has to say! argh actully felt bad bout it at first but then her attidute after that?! seriously change me mind! haiz! sian la! coughing and sneezing alot this few days! isn't feeling well...but tmr last day of course i am definetly goin to sch!!! horray! i love my frens! they \m/ ttc! hahas:Pcurrently is very very very very close wit janelle kang cai en! laymei! anryl! hahas:P but kinda feel bad for huda...she nvr go out wit us often leh...:( but she is still my fren kay?! hehe :D i feel damm happy this few weeks! aww it just totally rock! the boring life of mine is gone! hurray! :D i tried to forget bout hates and try to love them more...maybe VG you should try it too... don't blame others...blame yourself... dun complian and just treasure what you have... maybe you won't change and you will talk bad things bout me or my frens...but one thing i know is that if your attitude won't change, you will fail! guess in the end you will go find cher de la...haiz! but sometimes i kinda hate some peeps in our class... they may be close to me but sometime or somehow they make me kinda pissed at times...haiz but is forgiven at times :D few days of slacking makes me fat!!! argh i am totally fat like hell! grown weight! argh totally hate it sia! wore 25 skirt de then now where 26 skirt sia...argh aren't i totally fat! maybe you will say is ok wat but then look at my height first! such a short gal sia! ahhh! hehe suddenly remember tmr gonna have breakfast wit cher! hahas its gonna be fun! hahas gonna go mac wit anryl and janelle in the morning to take away then bring to sch! hahas nt gonna eat much cause i am fat! more mac makes me puke actully! thinking of food makes me puke sia...damm full now! i just hope tat VG doesn't cling on anyone frm our grp alr...btw our group consist of...laymei,janelle, anryl, me,huda, eugenia, esther, jia wen, adelyn! hehe we are gals generation Z! hahas we \m/! oops did i miss anyone out? hehe probably nope! -_-" lol?!now currently like jay chou also but my xiao gui is still loved and crush by me! totally huge fun of him! jay chou is my 3rd idol...hahas... oh ya seems to forgotten bout SJM- super junior M! aww...haha dun rly like them much now...haha sadded! oh ya did your know bout that? me anryl laymei and janelle brought the same water bottle!woo hoo! cool rite?! aww mr lau is my fav cher! he is damm good de kay! he let us enjoy history after exams! nt like other subject! revision revision revision! haiz...oh ya ms ong cut bangs! cute!!!! omg she look like eileen now! 99.99% like eileen lim! aww cute sia... 4 years of babe of sch! aww envy her ttvm! hahas if i can look 50% whuch is her hair and the eyes! aww i be damm happy! hahas planning for holidays outing wit frens! woo hoo! great?yeah! hahas... haiz holidays need go back sch for cca! argh sian sia...the warm up so difficult sia! haiz...and the steps also very hard! aww misses my old cca! handbell! easy like ABC and so enjoyable sia the cca! no warm up needed! haha just need memory!hehe cheers 4 handbell! haiz but many peeps don't know what is hand bell...sadded! haha:D kay la kinda long sia this post...enjoy posting but sometimes there is just nth to write...but hope there is always joyful things to write bout and not emo things! yea? dun you think there is lesser and lesser emo post nowadays? hehe! cheerful me is back! yea! hahas kay i love and heartzxc my frens... and misses xiao gui! gonna put him in my heart every sec! aww sweet! haha anyway i am engaged to xiao gui and my new husband janelle kang! aww love them ttvm! not forgetting my childrens and daddy jun yi...mummy eugenia...and huda...jia wen...esther...adelyn...etc...haha etc is equal to peeps like eileens, jenelle my wifey...etc!hahas lol! also heartzxc my bros and sis! and pri sch frenzy! haha :D your are always my star! and xiao gui is my sun! haha :P kay gonna end post le hor...do tagg kay? hehe dun miss me too much kay? lol! haha must love me kay? and the him i am always looking for...where are you?...i love you...hahas lol?! :D kay la bb:P Monday, May 17, 2010 hii's lesser and lesser people tagging and blogging lo... sad went to granny house yesterday and came back tdy,i feel very heart pain for granny cause she brought 2 psp for my two bros... you know i seriously have no ideal how to comfort her. i know she is sad, she can't let go but she acted strong infront of us... she also brought me a skirt! hahas that skirt is brought from the children section. haha nvr thought i could wear the children's section clothes! of course is L one la... :D hope that after awhile things will go better... when things get quieter, she maybe will feel better... my whole family isn't feeling quite well this few days... even me...coughing and coughing... argh! granny say ever since gong gong past away... she hasn't been feeling well, same like my daddy and uncle.. haiz tmr getting result le...scared? excited? no! hahas i'm getting ready to fail my history le...but scared my other subject will fail also leh... maths? haiz... no hope le la me... using com, watching tv! thats all i can do! aww:'( rly hope i can pass and passes wit flying colours... my younger 2 passes 2 fail... haiz... at least better than his previous year get all fail! worrying doesn't help so haiz... just watch finsh " zhuan jiao yu dao ai' woo hoo nice! ending is great! but me wish to continue watching it... haiz... now watch finish everything le maybe next show will be bai quan nu wang bah... haiz but front part like not so interesting leh... haiz... so freaking tired now, didn't eat much just now cause damm angry wit my family...just came back then call me cook rice! wth! i hate when i playing com, watching tv or doin smth people ask me do this do that! call so many times asking for me! pissed! :/ aww next week got freaking cca! argh ahhhh! warm up? no way! argh! and people there? aww... holiday still need go back for cca? aww noooooo! :/ wanna go out la! haiz... granny seriously is the best man! b4 she left my house she gave me some pocket money... $50 omg i seriously love her ttvm! hope she recover soon and not think so much... gong gong bless her kay? :D hahas and bless me get good-ed marks tmr! :P hahas kinda misses gong gong...without him like no where to go...no one take care le... everything me and granny talk about does link to gong gong... who could bear him leaving us... just now i damm pissed and i was at the kitchen and i was so angry that i thought if i jump down from there, i wouldn't have to do those things anymore! but something stop me...but my tears just rolled down and i thought of gong gong at that time... haiz... my couz just came back wit her bf frm hong kong...she brought a lot of things...oo...envy her ttvm! hahas kay la now veh late le and haven bath so ending poost le orh...hehe bb:D Sunday, May 16, 2010 *smiles* hii! (: yesterday so unlucky! went down to buy dinner for family then order western food. the aunty nvr see me then i stand down there like what sia, then order le must w8t rite then i w8ted for damm long leh, cause the aunty nvr c me again! pissed! walk to yum yum tree there, brough a burger... stand there to w8t for my order then got one stupid gal go cut in and order first! pissed!:/ then brought back... kor kor want buy wrong, didi want got chilli and he don't eat chilli! pissed... all blame me! then fight! then so pissed went in the rm watch drama...zhuan jiao yu dao ai! watch untill ep 13 le! woo hoo! hahas almosy yesterday whole day watching it! hahas if your wanna watch tdy have! on channel u-1pm!! hehe that one i think ep 4 or 5 only! hahas kay la gonna eat breakfast le bb:) Friday, May 14, 2010 had fun wit sec frens,but when i read pri sch fren's blog my heart suddenly felt so pain~~ they totally forgotten bout me. they went out also nvr call me, they nvr treat me like i existed. nt only them the class! the class seem so weird to me. no one seems to remember me! spend 6 years there and what i get? nth! sec frens knew about me prob. i envy them sia, their pri sch fren \m/ what bout me? they \m/ but just that i'm no longer anyone to them... but lucky my sec frens are awsome! they \m/ to the core! they are just so crazy nt like them... i felt like dying wit pri sch frens! maybe i'm just envy of them... tried to ignore many times and now i trying very hard to make my life better! i bet my life is better without them(pri sch frens) but still goona keep in touch wit some of them, i don't belive i can't find frens in that whole class... if nt go find xuan min lor...hahas jk la ;p having class chalet if they dun invite me rite then dun blame me go plan another chalet and dun invite them! who cares? deep down my heart they still belong thats why it felt so pain. they wouldn'y understand anything cause they always have the best...emo-ing rite now cause of this makes me dumb.tried to let go everything but cause of face i'm nt goin to lose! muwahahah:Deven janelle say she chio! lay mei also say she chio! everyone sides her! when laymei and janelle say she chio that time, dun know why suddenly felt bu xuang!everytime is always them who make me sad and hates. i dun know why all my frens in pri sch last time is people hate one,eg.saville ruo lin hui min etc... i shouldn't had join the popular group in the first place! how i wish time could go back, i'm not gonna lose in anyway! k la enough of them le la talking bout this few days le... mon- mathematics and geograhy exam... maths quite hard cause got one topic i dun know cause i absent...then geography okay la heng i got study la...hehe after the exam, jan, lay mei , anryl ,huda follow me go dentist! hehe the dentist is the kind one but i still quite scard...chatted at the dentist, read magazines and saw xiao gui! w8ted very long for my turn cause marcus,jun yi and si hao go first...then i keep asking them if pain anot cause i veh scared, then marcus got pluck his teeth so i keep telling the dentist i dun wanna pluck my tooth! then my turn, veh scared~~mine veh fast lor...si hao they all de veh long lor...hahas then lay mei go home first... then me jan, anryl, huda went to mac...rained...stop...bused back~~ tue- chinese and mathematics exam chinese okay okay only la... maths also okay after sch nvr go anywhere i think... cause next day got history... wed- history exam... sian la dame hard... sure fail de la... didn't do well... sad... after sch went to eugenia house!!! then do the art exam... had fun and laughter there... dance 'nobody' and 'sorry sorry' there ate many sweets and played com there... but we didn't forget bout our exam so drew our t-shirts some played wit rabbits while some veh scared i stay in the rm using com... then veh late le so went home didn't bused home but walk home wit huda... pass by gongshang... memories flash backs... look at the sch and then turn... didn't want to remind myself of things that we wouldn't wanna remember... went home colour the art piece... sleep thrusday- art exam easy! drew my t-shirt, colour it orange then my colour pencil blunt got shapperner but then the colour pencil dun know why cannot sharp! dame pissed de la... then down there keep on sharperning... no choice so go colour some yellow... then art exam finish le went wash room wit frens... after that went lay mei house saw her sis so chio~~ then went cc study took pics there uploaded on fb le... then took taxi home wit anryl... friday- last exam, home econs easy? hahas after sch went home bath went out wit jan, lay mei and anryl to ehub~~ took neo prints and is totally ugly.. went k box to sing! woo hoo fun! hahas went to slack around then bused and took mrt home! went home get scolded cause go k box... sian la k box also cannot go! argh! anyway i go le.. hahas :D kay la short post for tdy bb:D i really felt like dying! but i can't...unfinshed things are many~~ but my heart hurts! why torture me wit those things! the people i hate are revolving around me...the people i love are running away from me... i really will die if i could...but i cannot cause i cannot die b4 my parents dies... not cursing them but i seriously thinks that life is miserable, what more still survive here...toturing myself only...how i am goin to walk on? i have no ideal! i see those post they post... is only me!:( Monday, May 10, 2010 hey hi guys, long time no post cause gong gong die le... in the last post i said that i nt sad but seriously i'm am... cried alot past few days... gong gong past away so fast just one sleep and is gone... yesterday he was burnt i cried everyone cried excpet my couz he so bad nvr feel sad for gong gong hope gong gong rip and yi lu shun feng went home yesterday,daddy angry nagged do my revision and the art actully need to hand in last week de but nvr sure die de sa1 de leh... sad la lose 40m :( things isn't well for me this few days from laughter to smiles to sadness to tear. gong gong is tired and we all knew it, he can't stand it and therefore he choose another way what make me cry, what make me laugh? is something called love where we give it to our family and frens once given we will nvr take back b4 gong gong was sent in gu gu said something she said'i love you' it make my heart sank and more tears drop. who could bear watching him being burnt into ashes? no one it was hard to let go but we have to try he is always in our heart and we will nvr forget him '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' tdy maths exam! never learn how to draw the stupid diagram i think fail le la... dame scared fail de lor! they all never teach me aww then recess ate macoroni yummy! hahas went bookshop to buy things then proceed to the foryer geography exams stress hahas the paper was okay but some could not remember how to do le then cher wanna see the girls called me,jenelle and vanassa to come out sian la say my hair i mean my fringe look at anryl and laugh hahas then she called eileen.k,evita and danielle say a little bit only then go lo me anryl huda lay mei and janelle.k went to the dentist me dame scared de! saw marcus,jun yi and shi hao there... hahas they go first then me janelle anryl huda and laymei chat laymei go back first then me anryl janelle huda went mac slack and then go home le k la end of post le bb Wednesday, May 5, 2010  hiis:), long time no post le rite? miss me? hahas:) aww receive bad news just now... kinda bad or should i say is very bad... my grandpa just past away i am having fun while my grandpa is totally outta my life... having funn wit lay mei, janelle and anryl came home and watch yu le bai fen bai after awhile mum call back and told me bout it did not felt very sad but at least there is some sadness may he rest in peace after all the torture he finally rest it isn't so bad after all cause its better then he suffering rite? just now slack at east point wit gal frens...*laugh* funn! hug xiao gui alot of time janelle say that xiao zhu got come eastpoint last time! arh i missed it! felt regrets! seriously i love xiao gui to the max core man! his my husband! love him wit all my heart but still wish that he and raine yang can be together again!!! they seriously match! *sweet* haha also lurve xiao zhu! hahas but i think xiao gui more bah! hahas laugh tons at eastpoint! woo hoo~~ haha tdy xuan lin go draw smth funneh then caught by LQQ LOL! xuan lin my lao po totally rocks man! she is totally a joker of our 1E3 man~~ yup who agree pls tagg! hahas nvm :) so long nvr post in this way le~~ :D aww misses the past~~ or should i say i love the present! it totally rule! ;p my sec frens rock my life.. excited to everyday~~ or maybe nt so~~ hahas depend la... kay la gonna end le so bb pls i begg all of you can pls tagg! tagg is the only thing to do! the one who tagg most and often hehe there will be a price! lol jkjk... nt so rich la! haha b4 ending i would like to say my husband.... XIAO GUI & my gan kor XIAO ZHU \m/ my life 4 ever! have you ever thought what would i be without them? hahas they are heartzxc by meeeeee! loved forever till they grow old... forever and ever they will be in my heart same for my grandpa... R.I.P hor gong gong! may you bless meee? let me pass my exams! have more frens! bf! xiao gui and xiao zhu! everything and everyone to be forever happy! exculding the hates of my life... totally hate someone in the class man! her freaking stupid attidute make my day suck! moment i see her face, i get sick of her! used to be kinda close fren wit her but finally see her true colours! she sucks! TO THE CORE MAN! stealing my fren! what she want! anyway you want her then take it anyway it does not bother me but your freaking face is smth i hate the most! the freaking pimples on your stupid face is what i hate the most!*laugh* you think he rly suits you?aww no way!:/B bah! k la gonna end le haha bb:D cya guys soon! wish me good luck for exams hor! hope tmr won't so boring! hoping to dream of xiao gui tonite again just like past few days! it totally rocks man! he is dame dame dame my taste man! to bad me too young!!! sad!:( hehe bb :) heartz for all my loves! Saturday, May 1, 2010 tired~~aww sleepy! hate it man, they spoil my day! went out wit janelle.k, lay mei and anryl then saw jenelle there! she join us then we go take neos hehe take two time...aww me so ugly inside the pic! hahas:D then we went to toys'r~~(aww forget how spell it le) took pics then went out...then we went mac to drink and did some HW...ahahas we r so guai~~ lol;p then chatted at mac, dicided to go take neo again and we did! hahas lurve it man! :D then went home...the people who spoil my day are my bro and my dad and my whole family! hates:/ went home nag nag nag! like what sia...say i come home late! is he say i anytime ownself decide can le , then now come scold me?wth! then mum called home...ask dad buy dinner in the end i buy!!! argh they know i veh tired still ask me go buy!!! i sleeping sia...then nag nag nag again! no choice have to go buy! then veh angry untill emo! sad sia , they spoiled my wonderful day! went home after buying dinner nag nag nag again! go complain to my mum say i very late! argh wth! dame pissed la...he ownself dun wan buy then say what i lazy go buy! can anyone understand how i feel at that time? i felt like i'm the maid sia! pissed! every sat also must buy for them! why? why should i sia! then my bros leh? slack at home play com! they so free ask them buy la! always me! argh! then somemore my little bro ask so many stupid questions make me pissed ! |
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